As It Comes It Goes --- Letter to my family.

As I am at the moment, laying in the humid, green grass of the meadow. I realized that everything comes as it goes; comes fast? Goes fast. Today, I could swear I was happiest person in the entire world. Edward had given me the ring -he had proposed days ago, but having the ring, was like making it official- yeah, I know we have a daughter, but we are re-marrying. Going back to the ring, I knew he had spent lots of money; you knew it was pricey by just seen it. I knew I didn't deserve Edward, he deserved someone better than I. But he always said he loved me -words too powerful to fool around with- and he wanted to spoil me. My "little" mountain lion -Edward- and Alice picked a date for our wedding: April 25th. 18 days from now, yeah I know, crazy. My love said we had Alice; that meant we would make it in 18 days. I have already picked my Maid of Honor, Nessie, and my Bridemaids, Rose, Esme, Alice, and Leah. Edward said he had asked Jaz and Emm to be his ushers/bestmen or how you want to call it. He said he wanted to ask Jake, but he wasn't sure if Jake was still mad at him. There goes Mrs.BigMouth and asks why he could possibly be mad. Well, I found out that Jacob had gone drunk and said meany things to Nessie; days ago, but still nothing changed the fact that he had done it. He had done it and that was all that mattered. I don't want him to get near Nessie, I don't care about any imprinting rule. Jake hurt my daughter and I wasn't going to allow him to hurt her again. I thought Ed would be on my side, but instead, he positioned in Jake's side. By then Renesmee had jumped over Jacob to play with him, I told her to get down, but no one cared. Anger rushed through my body. What could I do? If I stayed there, I would possibly go over Jacob and perhaps I would hurt my very own daughter. I couldn't risk her, so I ran away, to the meadow. Edward had ran behind me, but I begged Rosalie to stop him. I just wanted to be alone and think; think if what I was doing was right. And now that I've had the time to think it, I know I am right. My body hurts by being away from Edward, my heart breaks in little tiny pieces to see Nessie crying cause of my departure. But I am not giving up today. I am just like Charlie stubborn, I know. But tonight neither of us are going to give up. I love Edward and Nessie, aswell as the rest of the family. But I need space and time, to re-think everything before I head back home. For the mean time I just want to tell you I love you.